Truths from a broken, believing Momma

My Sweet Baby Girl, It’s crazy to think that you’d be two soon. That you’d be a toddler! Your own little person with your crazy,...

It’s been a long time since I’ve blogged. Towards the end of my pregnancy with Brandon, it was too hard to get too involved in my...

At least every other weekend my husband has to work. I’ve gotten used to the schedule and I don’t mind it, some weekends are busy with...

It was mid-late November, Thanksgiving was around the corner, and the holidays right after that. I was lying in bed trying to sleep off...

It’s true that you never go back to regular life after a loss. You never go back to the way things were or how you were. Things are...

I remember the excitement I felt and the awe and joy I had that February afternoon. I was so ready to know if this baby inside of me was...

It was a Thursday morning. May 9th to be exact. I had been expecting my period for over a week with nothing. I lay in bed and debated...

In just a couple of days we will be heading to the lake with my family for a week. I’m grateful for the break that is coming both from...

It’s sometimes hard to think “back to a year ago today” recently. Life was such a blur and I lived in a massive fog of confusion, deep...

It’s crazy to think that it has been almost a year since I’ve held my sweet girl. Time has felt so weird. It feels like we have lived in...

It’s been way too long since I’ve sat down to blog. Part of it was the change in my husband’s work schedule, part of it was because...

Grief leaves you in a very vulnerable position. Mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually… basically in every way possible. Your...

My Sweet Girl, Recently, I’ve been looking back on our time together with you. Looking through pictures and thinking back to the...

Life here on this side of heaven in this season is the hardest thing I’ve ever walked through. From June 9th until today, the hardest. A...

Christmas this year was hard. Like the I don’t want to get out of bed, cried all day long, my heart felt like it'd been stabbed a million...

It’s been a minute since I’ve blogged. Part of that is because it truly has been so busy but also I’ve been avoiding things like this...

My Precious Girl, This season feels extra heavy. It feels impossible to have to walk through, painful and heartbreaking. Sad and lonely....

I think one of the hardest things, these days in particular, is thinking about all of the ways that you would’ve grown and changed by...

All of the days without you are hard. But then there are some in particular that feel more overwhelming and difficult to get through....

This season of life has put the most strain on my relationship with my Jesus. My husband and I went through a moment of being...